Penitence

Only two things are infinite: The universe and human's stupidity

Something happen today which really warm my heart. Last year, because i was going out with my ex, then stood up an appointment with my friend( is 2 to be exact). At that time i was in bad mood as well, and since they don't understand my situation, i break off relation or sever ties with them. They are my best friends in JC time, and because of that, we never contact for 1 year. I know i am wrong, but at that time, love just mean everything to me. My pillar, my faith, my hope, my future.

Then suddenly, one of this guy, talk to me today and ask me how am i (He probably heard what happened to me). That is genuine concern, i knew it. I am really sorry for treating them that way last time. My deepest apology.

Then today there is still friend that open a conversation in a funny manner in msn.

he: i am a complete stranger, may i pick u up?
me: you are a complete stranger, can i reject u?
he: nope, cause u r hurt
me: but i din ask for ur help
he: i know... cause u fell from heaven
me: no... i am just reborn, a brand new self
he: ic, no wonder ur hair is so straight, i mean ur pubic hair
me: i am sure u r seeing the wrong person. perhaps u r drunk tt day, and mistook some stranger along loyang there as me

Ok... people begin the quest of seeking when they are affronted with questions like, "What if i am only left with 1 hour, what will i do?". Some can just cast it at the back of their mind, but for some, they know they need an answer. The journey is tough, depressing and sometimes vexing. But, at the end of it, if people manage to get an answer without resorting to suicide, they would have understand the world, understand themselves better. It is a quest of wisdom.