Thursday, February 28, 2008

Tpecca

After grievance comes acceptance. I m no longer asking why is she having a good life while i m suffering. I see that as a fact already. For her friend that keep urging me to let go and try to argue here and there, don't think too highly of yourself. Whatever you all say are not making any difference to the situation, so find it a waste of time arguing with you all. But your vain effort is still appreciated though.

For yun, one part of me wants to thank you for the apathy and cruelty that you have shown me. You make me understand the concept of coldness in this world, something which i very much don't want to accept. But since it happens to me, and i witness it, i got to accept it. And, i hope you won't teach your friend or child this kind of ideal, "Dump ur boyfriend and dun give a damned about him". Well, the other part of me, wanted you to stay happy.

-Anger is not only inevitable, but it is necessary. For in it's place is indifference, the worst of all human qualities-

Well, the hatred is there, but hatred arises because i used to love you. And seriously, it has been years since i really get so angry. A really good warm up for the dormant anger inside me.

Ok, may god bless you in whatever you do and show guidance to your every action.