You no need the whole spectrum of colours to paint the world. You only need 3 colours - Red, Blue, Green. Simplicity beneath complexity.
Few days back, i was just looking up at the sky, wondering why am i not falling sick under such horrendously chaotic weather. Yes... and now i have a sore throat. Lesson learnt: Never think about falling sick!!!
Today is really one of the worst day, in the sense that my whole day schedule is lined up back to back. I got to rush here and there with my dysfunctional body. Need to wake up at 6am to settle some camp stuff, and after that, there are 2 tuitions. Given my sorethroat and fatigued body, i feel like cancelling the tuition, but their exams are coming and i cant afford to be so irresponsible at this time. And so, i pushed on.....
Cant help but admit that my teaching sucks today. Cant even articulate most technical terms correctly and my ailing throat is impeding me from completing most of my sentence ( especially those awfully long sentence....).
Just when i had lugged this weary body through half of the day, 1 special event renewed my spirit. That is, i got a present from my tutee for teacher's day. It is a box of chocolate which sounds like a very bad idea cos i cant even eat it. Nonetheless, this whole thing come as a surprise and this is the first time i receive my teacher's day present. The "first" always have the most significant impression on oneself ( Something like first kiss, first love).
It is always the good thing in life that keep us hopeful and continue to traverse across the land, while our future slowly unfolds itself. I am seeing a colourful world now...
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Applause,
Failure- A word that only exists in lexicon.
Singapore had clinched a silver medal in table tennis woman - a news that has became teatime topics for many Singaporean. It is definitely something worth rejoicing over. First time after 48 years, who would have imagined that? But, while setting our eyes on the medal winners, we should also applaud those sportsmen that worked hard in their respective fields. Perhaps they are just fighting for themselves, but no doubt they are still carrying the hope and pride of all Singaporeans.
*claps... claps....*
Left with slightly more than 2 months to ORD. About time to think about how i am going to utilize the humongous amount of time i have. Let's hope i wont be too lost when the time comes. Well, but i rather be lost than to extend my service to the nation! lol! Is about time i redeem my freedom. hooray!
Yes.... thinking about whether success is an objective or subjective entity. Most people will say, success is a subjective object, because each person's interpretation of it varies. But reality is always so counter-intuitive, if it is subjective, then how come almost everybody description and expectation of it is so alike. It is as though there is a fixed framework for success. Is it just pure coincidences? I doubt so. My conclusion is, the society as a whole, favours a particular interpretation of success such that its member that follows this interpretation will thrive in it. The society is the one that make success being objective. Most of the time, we are just trying to meet expectation of parents, teachers, the society or the denizen of Earth. This phenomena is so putative, that the "ideal framework of success" is impregnated in our brain unconsciously. Think about what you truly want and pursue it! Dont be poisoned by the expectation of others and become a doctor, lawyer, officer and other widely recognized profession despite not liking it!
Last point.
Singapore had clinched a silver medal in table tennis woman - a news that has became teatime topics for many Singaporean. It is definitely something worth rejoicing over. First time after 48 years, who would have imagined that? But, while setting our eyes on the medal winners, we should also applaud those sportsmen that worked hard in their respective fields. Perhaps they are just fighting for themselves, but no doubt they are still carrying the hope and pride of all Singaporeans.
*claps... claps....*
Left with slightly more than 2 months to ORD. About time to think about how i am going to utilize the humongous amount of time i have. Let's hope i wont be too lost when the time comes. Well, but i rather be lost than to extend my service to the nation! lol! Is about time i redeem my freedom. hooray!
Yes.... thinking about whether success is an objective or subjective entity. Most people will say, success is a subjective object, because each person's interpretation of it varies. But reality is always so counter-intuitive, if it is subjective, then how come almost everybody description and expectation of it is so alike. It is as though there is a fixed framework for success. Is it just pure coincidences? I doubt so. My conclusion is, the society as a whole, favours a particular interpretation of success such that its member that follows this interpretation will thrive in it. The society is the one that make success being objective. Most of the time, we are just trying to meet expectation of parents, teachers, the society or the denizen of Earth. This phenomena is so putative, that the "ideal framework of success" is impregnated in our brain unconsciously. Think about what you truly want and pursue it! Dont be poisoned by the expectation of others and become a doctor, lawyer, officer and other widely recognized profession despite not liking it!
Last point.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Details in the fabric.
Compared to our long life span in this planet, i think every single event that is perceived around us is insignificant ( Something like 1 divide infinity). But sometimes, we can make use of our introspective faculty or "microscope" to magnify the event such that it becomes something impressionable. I going to talk about small small thing that happens over the past few days.
Booked out on tuesday afternoon and had off all the way till sunday. We are suppose to book out at 11am, but because of some planning screw up, we ended up booking out at 1am with growling stomach! Suppose to go out with my friend on tuesday night to catch a movie, but ended up cooping at home watching the anime recommended by my friend, "Kenichi". It may be old, but it is damned funny and to some extent, addictive as well. Completed the whole anime in 2 days... ( Actually is quite slow if compared to those hardcore Otaku!).
Then there are 3 trivial events that i wanna mention.
Went to had lunch at west mall on friday, then i saw this young girl, about 6 years old taking out her wallet and while fiddling with it, coins sprawled onto the floor. There are quite a few adults are her, and none of them rendered any help. I am quite a distance away, so i decided to pick up the coins that were further away from her. I smiled and returned her the money, she just thanks me and took the money. Her head was low and looked kinda scared, as if i am some kind of baddie, hmmm.... or maybe she is experiencing the aftershock of the sprawling coin. lol.... Either way i am quite proud of myself for not being like those apathetic adult doing nothing.
Secondo, went to " Xing wang hongkong restaurant" for dinner on friday night with vincent. The service there is marvellous. I am serious, the workers are excessively friendly and polite. It was perhaps the best service and hospitality that i ever receive, so i actually stop this manager that is walking around and give my feedbacks. LOL.... I cannot believe i do it. But at that moment, i feel there is really a need to praise good act.
Third, is something that happens today while going to my tutee's house. There is this car that happens to stop in the pedestrian crossing area when it is time for us to cross. The care tried to reverse slowly, and almost hit an auntie that is crossing the road. She used her newspaper, hit the car and raving about. I was listening to MP3, so cant make out wad she is yelling. To me, i will say she is over-reacting. All these are stupid acts that wun change anything or improve the situation.
Booked out on tuesday afternoon and had off all the way till sunday. We are suppose to book out at 11am, but because of some planning screw up, we ended up booking out at 1am with growling stomach! Suppose to go out with my friend on tuesday night to catch a movie, but ended up cooping at home watching the anime recommended by my friend, "Kenichi". It may be old, but it is damned funny and to some extent, addictive as well. Completed the whole anime in 2 days... ( Actually is quite slow if compared to those hardcore Otaku!).
Then there are 3 trivial events that i wanna mention.
Went to had lunch at west mall on friday, then i saw this young girl, about 6 years old taking out her wallet and while fiddling with it, coins sprawled onto the floor. There are quite a few adults are her, and none of them rendered any help. I am quite a distance away, so i decided to pick up the coins that were further away from her. I smiled and returned her the money, she just thanks me and took the money. Her head was low and looked kinda scared, as if i am some kind of baddie, hmmm.... or maybe she is experiencing the aftershock of the sprawling coin. lol.... Either way i am quite proud of myself for not being like those apathetic adult doing nothing.
Secondo, went to " Xing wang hongkong restaurant" for dinner on friday night with vincent. The service there is marvellous. I am serious, the workers are excessively friendly and polite. It was perhaps the best service and hospitality that i ever receive, so i actually stop this manager that is walking around and give my feedbacks. LOL.... I cannot believe i do it. But at that moment, i feel there is really a need to praise good act.
Third, is something that happens today while going to my tutee's house. There is this car that happens to stop in the pedestrian crossing area when it is time for us to cross. The care tried to reverse slowly, and almost hit an auntie that is crossing the road. She used her newspaper, hit the car and raving about. I was listening to MP3, so cant make out wad she is yelling. To me, i will say she is over-reacting. All these are stupid acts that wun change anything or improve the situation.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
What is happening?
The grotesque humans history never fails to give me the creep.
It was late at night, and my friend showed me this real tragedy that happens to a jap school girl years and years back. This girl was held captive by a group of boys that not only raped her, but tortured her beyond anyone can imagine. Eventually, they burnt the girl alive. End. A short few sentences, but it brings out the hellish perdition she is in. Not only this instance, there was the recent "monster dad" case, and many other inhumane act performed by all these cold-hearted, irrational ape!
I tend to react very strongly when i see such news. Imagining the scenario the victim is going through invoked a strong emotion whirl within. How can human actually perform such cruel act just to satisfy their own primitive instinct, at the expense of others life. That is pure insane!
A prayer..... ( Sometimes, the fragility and illusory feel of life force us to find a harbour to reside in.....)
It was late at night, and my friend showed me this real tragedy that happens to a jap school girl years and years back. This girl was held captive by a group of boys that not only raped her, but tortured her beyond anyone can imagine. Eventually, they burnt the girl alive. End. A short few sentences, but it brings out the hellish perdition she is in. Not only this instance, there was the recent "monster dad" case, and many other inhumane act performed by all these cold-hearted, irrational ape!
I tend to react very strongly when i see such news. Imagining the scenario the victim is going through invoked a strong emotion whirl within. How can human actually perform such cruel act just to satisfy their own primitive instinct, at the expense of others life. That is pure insane!
A prayer..... ( Sometimes, the fragility and illusory feel of life force us to find a harbour to reside in.....)
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Introspection.
what do you do when you are bored? This is what i do....
Balanced-brained
That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation.
When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over.
While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker.
The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.
Comment: That explains why i am always having dilemma and headaches. LOL!
Hardcover
Stop the presses -- you're a Hardcover!
Your score shows how much you value your privacy. Your emotions aren't out there in broad circulation -- you prefer to keep them hidden on the shelf. Clearly, there are many "chapters" of your life kept off-limits, even from close friends. This strategy can keep you from getting hurt by others, but there's a downside, too. With less intimacy, you might feel that your personal relationships are not very satisfying. It can be difficult for some people to open up to others, but perhaps you should choose a couple of chapters that aren't too personal and try sharing them with a close friend. Dust off that old volume and open it up -- you may find that your friend responds in a very positive way.
Comment: Dont entirely agree with the test result. Sounds like a phony test.
Your Identity Upper Middle
Great news! There's a strong chance that you're really who you think you are. Most people have fallen victim to the hazards of modern times. But you're one of the lucky few who has managed to keep a strong sense of identity. No matter where you go, there you are. Keep it up, because being you is an incredibly valuable skill.
Of course you may have a few residual doubts. There may be times when you wonder if the real you hasn't wandered off somewhere - to join the circus, or an Internet startup. That's normal. But based on your responses, you don't exhibit too many of the warning signs. You've kept the high-risk identity-loss activities to a minimum. You seem to have a firm grip on your priorities, and you know where you're heading.
Some suggestions for remaining yourself: keep a journal where you can write your more intimate thoughts. If you ever start losing your identity, you'll have persuasive legal proof of the transformation. Another idea: label your underwear. During an identity crisis, it's usually the first thing to go.
Comment: Interesting.... I thought i am a lost kid. It turns out that i am not lost or at least the test proves that i am not lost. LOL!
Balanced-brained
That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation.
When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over.
While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker.
The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.
Comment: That explains why i am always having dilemma and headaches. LOL!
Hardcover
Stop the presses -- you're a Hardcover!
Your score shows how much you value your privacy. Your emotions aren't out there in broad circulation -- you prefer to keep them hidden on the shelf. Clearly, there are many "chapters" of your life kept off-limits, even from close friends. This strategy can keep you from getting hurt by others, but there's a downside, too. With less intimacy, you might feel that your personal relationships are not very satisfying. It can be difficult for some people to open up to others, but perhaps you should choose a couple of chapters that aren't too personal and try sharing them with a close friend. Dust off that old volume and open it up -- you may find that your friend responds in a very positive way.
Comment: Dont entirely agree with the test result. Sounds like a phony test.
Your Identity Upper Middle
Great news! There's a strong chance that you're really who you think you are. Most people have fallen victim to the hazards of modern times. But you're one of the lucky few who has managed to keep a strong sense of identity. No matter where you go, there you are. Keep it up, because being you is an incredibly valuable skill.
Of course you may have a few residual doubts. There may be times when you wonder if the real you hasn't wandered off somewhere - to join the circus, or an Internet startup. That's normal. But based on your responses, you don't exhibit too many of the warning signs. You've kept the high-risk identity-loss activities to a minimum. You seem to have a firm grip on your priorities, and you know where you're heading.
Some suggestions for remaining yourself: keep a journal where you can write your more intimate thoughts. If you ever start losing your identity, you'll have persuasive legal proof of the transformation. Another idea: label your underwear. During an identity crisis, it's usually the first thing to go.
Comment: Interesting.... I thought i am a lost kid. It turns out that i am not lost or at least the test proves that i am not lost. LOL!
Hysteria.
Listening to "personal" by stars. The lyrics is idiosyncratically illuminating and i must thanks my friend for introducing me this song. This world is pretty much a nice place to be in.
I am trying to remove those dull, gloomy and apocalyptic title, and so, i put something different. I wonder what does this word got to do with my content today. Anyway, i am moving to PLC camp for 1 month, and because of this, one of my camp mate, vincent is staying with me at my house. His house is at the far east, and traveling can be very tedious. Good thing now is, i got one ready friend to go out with when i am bored. lol!
Finally things is getting better for my tuition. I feel that i am teaching better and better, and i develop my own way to help my tutee attain a good grade. Let's hope that it works. I feel that teaching is one good way to cultivate one's temperance and sense of responsibilities. Really enjoy the experience a lot. It feels great when all the hard work you put in yields result.
Recently got this sudden thoughts about the idea of permanence and absolute. Today wun delve into all this deep thesis. I shall stop here. Really too tired.....
I am trying to remove those dull, gloomy and apocalyptic title, and so, i put something different. I wonder what does this word got to do with my content today. Anyway, i am moving to PLC camp for 1 month, and because of this, one of my camp mate, vincent is staying with me at my house. His house is at the far east, and traveling can be very tedious. Good thing now is, i got one ready friend to go out with when i am bored. lol!
Finally things is getting better for my tuition. I feel that i am teaching better and better, and i develop my own way to help my tutee attain a good grade. Let's hope that it works. I feel that teaching is one good way to cultivate one's temperance and sense of responsibilities. Really enjoy the experience a lot. It feels great when all the hard work you put in yields result.
Recently got this sudden thoughts about the idea of permanence and absolute. Today wun delve into all this deep thesis. I shall stop here. Really too tired.....
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