History is a mistake from the start. Present is transient. Future is bleak and uncertain. - By existentialist flaneur Hong Qi.
Got my second assignment today. Teaching this J1 girl physics. Not very prepared for the whole lesson, because i prepared for Dynamics and she wanted me to go through oscillation. Well, i still remember most of the stuff, but cant teach well.I really feel quite bad over this, but to compensate i extend the whole lesson by 1 hour without charging more. Her grade is quite bad, and as a tutor i want to do my best to help. Good thing is, after that long session she understands interference and diffraction grating. As for my another maths tutee, i think she is doing good.
After accepting the second assignment, my whole saturday is filled. Worst, one is at khatib, the other at clementi. I got to rush from one place to the next and skip my lunch. The only reward i get is a fulfilling day, which i think far surpasses any other rewards like paycheck or what.
I was chatting with my frenx over some issue. I believe the world lack people with revolutionary and bold thoughts, ideas, behaviors etc. Over the course of my life, i am not a deviant, but am of cause not a conformist. I know this very well. I have my own sets of ethos, which is very different from other people. Because of this, i tends to rebut people's "thesis" with my "antithesis". Well, what i wanna say may not be what others want to hear. So, i slowly learn to keep mum - "Keep the comment to yourself". The fact that i am not reverting to my old form not only got to do with my "weak knee", but concerning other issue as well. From some angle, the world is quite complicated.
A rather happy man...... I guess.
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