This is a crappy weekend. Something happened amid the weekend, and ended as soon as it started. It felt like an ephemeral nightmare! I know the description is super vague, but such thing just cannot be posted on blog or else my ORD date will be extended. lol.
When it started, it was damned chaotic. Run and rush, profanities flying around, people with that contorted pissed off face. But when it ended, there were laughter, relief and finally silence. We were just too tired..... and so we slept.
Let's pray that such thing wont befall on us again! lol.
Today i went to lot 1, and while doing some random shopping, there is this "eeyore" that just fell beside me. The amazing thing is, nobody is around that area, and it just dropped. It means 2 things actually. Either it is telling me, "Hey... face it. It has fallen. Dont care and walk off" or "Please kindly pick it up". This is really a choice, because you can only choose strictly either one, you cant like get the best out of both choice or what.
Making a choice does not always only involve the reason which is the more rational and "controllable" part. More often than not, it involves emotion, which is capricious and hard to fathom.
Choice-making is an exhausting and brain-ravaging process and so i dump it at the back of my brain.
I dont know, i dont care, and i dont want to know!
But again, if a choice is not made, the 2 options will keep floating up whenever similar scenario happens. I guess this is like a marathon. I am running away from the 2 options, while they are chasing after me. There may be some occasional steroid injection to them, like today, but still, i managed to get them off my back.
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