Red Bull.

Has been surviving on "Red Bull" for the past few days especially during duty. Must say that it works wonder. It kills your lethargy and keeps u awake "ad infinitum". Yesterday, i book out in the morning after duty, then catch the movie "The bucket list" at Cine, and finally went to Chee's house at night to get some songs. When i reach home was about 12.20 am, and was really tired, but i dont wanna sleep that early, so get myself a red bull. yea.... That kept me awake until 4.15am for me to listen to some songs and read some books.

Anyway, 2 new movies which is a must see. "The bucket list" and "Be kind rewind". "The bucket list" is about 2 man, down with terminal diseases and have only about less than 1 year to live. So, they decide to prepare a list of stuffs to do before they kick the bucket. I think it is a damned nice show, but my fren finds it boring and slept for a short while in the theatre. God.... I just gaped at him, speechless. Will be catching "Be kind rewind" next week i think.

After so much things have happened, i really feel like going overseas to study. Just wanna take a look at the outside world and expose to an entirely new culture. I want to learn more things. But it is too late... ... ...

When i in NS, people just keep asking why do i go PJC and why i never apply for overseas university. Initially my reply is there are something more important on this piece of land, and i wanna keep this important thing in sight while at the same time pursue my passion in physics. Now, i will say, i start off with a wrong footage, and now i am facing the ramification. Of course, i believe we are a result of our own choice. I just gonna swallow whatever shit that has fallen on me. It is no one's fault but mine. In chaos theory, this is called sensitive dependence on initial condition. The only thing i can do now is to make those shit taste like... maybe chocolate? Well... till now the shit still taste like shit.

Slowly but surely, things will change for the better. I believe (blind faith!).